Last Friday on the day of the opening of Stockholm Tantra Festival, I attended a funeral of a friend in my community in Stockholm who had decided not to stay on earth anymore. When I told people I was going to this ceremony before the festival I was met with comment ”oh, what a contrast!”

However, the stories are endless of people who have reached their near enlightenment states when meditating on a mountain top, but when heading back to society the stillness is harder to sustain.

Most of us have learned that truly falling in love is that moment when we lose ourselves when we want someone so desperately that we cannot be without them.

I was also a believer of this false reality until I stepped into somatic trauma healing and learned about attachment.

I want to share a story with you. The other day someone I dearly cared about told me that they need a little distance from me at this moment because there are too many emotions present. At the time, it felt difficult to hear and I could notice feeling rejected followed by sadness.

I have previously shared with you how taking an ice bath can be related to BDSM. For some people, the experience of pain is one of freedom, pleasure, and ecstasy, how come it can be so different?

Not aware of it at the time, I had my first tantric experience while partner dancing. When you move together in perfection with another human being, there is no beginning and no end, no peak you are searching for and no thoughts of what this is leading to.

I have been longing to talk about this topic for a long time because over and over I run into this misconception.

I hold you

Feel the peace

Breath